I'm doing very well physically.  Recovering at or better than expected for nearly two weeks out from surgery.  So why am I struggling?  Because I'm bored silly.  I remember feeling similar to this after i had my first child and wasn't working.  That is when I discovered that being a stay-at-home mom wasn't right for me.  So now I'm sitting home again, unable to drive, needing assistance for all but some of the very basic needs.  
I love my house, really love it, but I can only stay in it for so long without feeling trapped inside.  Even sitting on the patio doesn't help.  To get out of the house, someone has to drive me.  I have willing drivers, but they also have to work and have lives(and one of them is an 18 y/o who is loving the freedoms of 18. lol)  I can't cook, which is one of the ways I relieve stress and boredom.  So I have everyone in the house doing things for me.  
I have things to work on, crochet projects, house projects (that I can do sitting).  I play Words with Friends and Wordsmith (user id CynSingsJazz if you happen to play) and I am bored silly!  Come rescue me, come visit me.... Arrrggghhh!  Sorry that last scream just slipped out.
Oh well, back to crochet or something...
Cyn
 
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